this morning, my parents left a note on my room saying that they'll be going back to johor, malaysia. it's urgent they added. arr, i will miss my parents especially my dad. hohos. =[
i went to the living room to clean the place. while i was sweeping the floor, someone was calling on the telephone so i answered quickly. when i heard my mom's voice, i had teary eyes. i miss my mom. we didn't had much fun together. my mom asked if how am i doing and if i am studying. well, i answered all her questions. lol, i don't care how many she asks. as long as i hear her voice. :D then i talked to my dad. i asked him if why they need to go back to malaysia so fast. he told me that it's urgent because of the work. arr, miss youu. =[
after having a little conversations with my parents on the phone, i continued cleaning the living room again. then, i studied and reviewed several times. lol. it's dinner time! but what saddens me is that i'll be eating at dinner alone. my parents aren't here to join me eat for dinner like we always do. =[ aiyoo, thinking of my parents makes me cry. arr, stop stop! lol.
i can't be thinking of my parents that much. exam is coming. i need concentration, hahas. that day, i didn't hang out with some of my friends and with hiro-chan because i am really busy studying. when exam is done, i can do whatever i like again. lol.
hang out, eat outside, shop in malls, club & bars, pajama parties, overnights, dates, and etc. like what my friends, hiro-chan and i always do. lol. what i miss the most is when my friends and i go to beaches and have overnights there. i find it cool! hehes.
but still i know that my mom and dad will be at my graduation because they promised me that. i hope so! :D most memorable event that'll happen in my effin life. lmfao. hahas.
i need to study harder this time so i can pass my exams again. our exam is nearly coming. i'm a bit excited but nervous. i'll be busy again studying for the coming exam. our exam is on nov. 24 - 26, '09 (tuesday - thursday). i totally hate math subject but i always get perfect scores in exams. arr, i'm gonna strive hard to be a fashion designer and model. or if ever, can be a nurse also. so mom can be proud of me, so as my dad.
i hate all about science. i don't get a perfect score on my science exams but i still pass. my parents told me that if i pass and get perfect scores in my coming exams again, i'm going to study in harvard university for one year. here in china, it is needed actually. if you pass all yar exams, you need to choose one school to study there for one year. well, harvard university is indeed a good university in america. one time, i told my parents if i can study in finland, a part of europe. hmm, my parents agreed to me but mom really likes in harvard. lol. then my mom told me that if i really want to study in finland, then it's also fine to her.
finland, here i come! i want to be a liberated person even just for one year. i want to experience that. i know my limits also yah. you know what that is. hahas.
i get head pain when we study or discuss about the asian history and civilizations. but i never failed on the exam if that is the subject. i just get a passing grade. lol. i need to study harder and pass the coming exam. then i'll be on china history. haha, just kidding. i need to pass these exams (subjects); 4th yr college science, math, asian history & civilizations, and computer parts. arr! study, study, and study. hahaa. exam is coming! :D
let's see. my inspirations in taking this exams are my family & friends, hiro-chan, and my gorgeous mystey man. :D
` mimi love =D
close friends in bangkok, thailand :D ♥
after i arrive home from school, my close friends in thailand just called me. the great news is that they are coming here in beijing, china to visit me. i'm so happy 'coz i'll get to see them again. they'll be staying in china for 2 weeks. a short vacation but still it's fine for me. they even came here to ask me about hiro-chan.
i really missed guii! especially my so-close friend yumiko. arrss, they're wearing the ones i gave to them. i'm so touched! i prepared some snacks and drinks for us so eat. we talked about different stuffs again! i missed that. lol.
while we were talking, hiro-chan was calling in the telephone. i stood up and answered the phone. i'm so happy he called. he asked if he can come over to my house, then i said yes. at that time, hiro-chan is my boyfriend already. after how minutes, he soon came. i let him in and my close friends rushed to him and hugged them. they even rolled to the floor. hahas. then all of us hugged each other and took so many pictures and developed it nearby.
soon, my parents came home. i introduced my close friends to my parents and my parents to them. hehes. my parents were so glad to meet them. after the little conversation, my parents invited us outside for dinner. they agreed. we ate at our favorite restaurant and had so many conversations. i'm glad my parents are happy to meet my friends. i'm touched because they came all the way here from bangkok just to see me and meet my parents. arr! lovee. i think they are more of my bestfriends than close friends. ♥
after eating, we went home. i told my parents that they're gonna stay in our house for 2 weeks. of course, my parents agreed. my parents really welcomed my "best"friends at home. arrs. it's so QQ. my mom and dad even allowed me to let hiro-chan to sleep on our house. lol.
it was 3 o'clock in the morning and we were still awake! it's our holiday at school. we had our conversation about finland. i told them that i'm gonna study in finland for one year. they all agreed to me because they are also going to study in finland. arr, i got teary eyes! at least my bestfriends and i will always be together wherever we are. especially hiro-chan! he's also gonna study in finland. liberated country, here we come! lol. :D
all we did for 2 weeks was just the normal things we do. we laugh, talk, watch, sleep, eat, dance, hang around, shop, cry, and hug together. i love them alot. i super super love them. :D together forever, ♥
( november 8,'09). it's our holiday at school and my day off at work. so, i called my cousin and invited her to go shopping wif me and told her to come to my house first. it was 5 pm when she arrived. after that, we went to the mall. arr, it's love! ♥
first, we did window shopping. all the clothes center at the mall has a big sale so haruhi, my cousin, pulled me in one of her favorite clothes line. she showed me some cute clothes that really suites her. but when she looked at the price, her face was like, "naww". good thing, my elder brother sent me some money to go shopping. i bought haruhi the clothes she want and especially the sandals she like! i treated her. it's loooove. ♥
after shopping, we ate at the restaurant and ordered 2 cocktails and hot ramen 'coz it was a bit cold inside the mall. lol. we talked about stuffs and stuffs. then she ordered another ramen, i guess she liked it much. actually, it's her favorite. lol. it's haruhi's number one lovee.
after eating at the restau, we took a stroll at the mall. while strolling, hiro-chan and i met. lol. we greeted each other then i introduced hiro-chan to my cousin haruhi. but we didn't had the time to talk much because it's late already. so i had to wave goodbye to hiro-chan, so as haruhi. lool. we rode to a taxi and went home. we waved to each other and went home. i enjoyed shopping with her. although i'm really tired because of the paper works, haruhi made me feel comfortable. arr.
when i arrived home, i saw my parents at the living room having fun. they just arrived from johor, malaysia. i missed them a looooot. it's been 2 or 3 months when they went to malaysia. i hugged them so tight and kissed them a thousand times. lol. i just miss them. they told me that they're gonna stay here in china for a month. my parents and i talked and talked. i told them about hiro-chan and i'm glad they're happy to know about him. it's 10:55 pm. our sleeping time. my mom was so proud of me because i'm studying well and working hard. she kissed me and congratulated me. next year, i'll be graduating. i'm a 4th year college student, actually. hihis. i know that when i graduate, my parents and brother will be at my graduation. i got so excited. lol.
my parents slept in their room while i slept in my room. i set the alarm for school. i really had a wonderful day with my cousin and i'm so glad my parents are gonna stay for one month. i missed my parents so much, especially my mom.
so, i came to bangkok, thailand to finish my work there for 3 days. life in bangkok is really cool. when i arrived at the bangkok airport, some people gave me bunches of red and white roses which are my favorite. they are so kind and i feel very welcomed to their country as well. as if i was really a part of their country, a part of bangkok, thailand. it's so amazing! after receiving the roses, i rode to an airport taxi and headed to a nice apartment to stay. i had some close friends that live in bangkok, thailand but i didn't know they also live in the same apartment i stay in. i was really shocked when i saw them. there were 5 of them. carlo, guii, sugika, hua, and yumiko. i hugged them and invited them to my room. the apartment was so nice! even their rooms are nice and well- cleaned. wish i live there, too. hehes.
then, my friends helped me arrange my things. sugika and yumiko helped me arrange my clothes in my cabinet then carlo, guii and hua placed my luggage in the corner. after that, they treated me for dinner in the restaurant. i actually can't remember the name of the restaurant but it looks like a first class restau. the food that they ordered almost costs a thousand. well, the food tastes good especially the ramen. i missed eating ramen especially when i was in osaka and tokyo, japan. the available drinks that time was orange juice, cocktail and wine. so cool! ♥
my friends told me to order wine 'coz their wine are good so i ordered 6 glasses of wine. the waiter soon gave the glasses and my friends and i tossed. we took many pictures in my digital camera for remembrance. we didn't drink much wine because it's so alcoholic. after eating at the restaurant, we went to the mall to go shopping. we bought clothes, shoes & sandals, and accessories. their clothes are cool. i bought balloon dresses, printed t-shirts, and etc. lol. i even bought tights and my very favorite skinny jeans. then we bought vans (brand name of the shoes) and converse. argh, i love the styles of their converse shoes. ♥ i also bought high-heeled sandals and doll shoes, the cute ones. lol. lastly, we bought some friendship accessories like braceletes, rings, anklets, and necklaces.
everything my friends and i bought are the same. clothes, sandals & shoes, and accessories. i had a great time shopping with my close friends. then, we sat near the fountain. while yumiko and i are talking, 6 cute guys were beside us. so hot! ♥ yumiko asked one of the guys named hyu if he was single. then he said "yes". i was like, ok? lol. then, yumiko and hyu talked about love things while i just sat there staring at the fountain. while i'm looking around, one of them sat beside me and asked my name. grr. i think he's the cutest of them all. he's name was hiro-chan. he was a brown-haired, white complexion, cute, sweet and kind guy. i kinda liked him, he is too.
hiro-chan and i talked and talked. hiro-chan and his friends together with my friends went to our apartment. it was 7:20 pm. hyu went to yumiko's apartment room while i invited hiro-chan for a drink. hiro-chan got interested about me especially when i said i got many races. he was like, "wow!" 0.o i asked him if what races he belong. he was a half korean and half malaysian person. i'm one-fourth korean that's why i love korean people. i also asked him if where he lives now. he said he live in beijing, china where i also live. he only stay here in bangkok, thailand for vacation like me.
hiro-chan is a very interesting and cute person. he asked me if he can stay overnight then i agreed. we talked until morning but then, i was really sleepy and so as he. he slept in my room. there were two beds. he slept on the other and i slept on my bed. the light-red painted room reflected on the lamp-shade which i thought was really relaxing. it was 6:30 in the morning when i woke up. i went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. after that, i went to the living room. i was really shocked when i saw him preparing breakfast for me. then we ate together at the living room and watched.
day 2 of my vacation. after eating, hiro-chan washed the plates while i took a bath. he's really gentleman. after taking a bath, i took my paper works and finished it in the living room. hiro-chan helped me a bit in my work. he suggested about things. after an hour, i finished all my work. thanks to hiro-chan. he was really a great help!
hiro and i went to the park. the park is so beautiful. we saw people feeding the birds, children playing and running around the fountain, families flying kites, and lovers seating on the bench. hiro-chan and i fed the birds. there were so many kinds of birds. pigeons, colored birds that looked like parrots, and other kind of birds. then we sat on the bench as if we were lovers.
many people stared and smiled at us. they thought hiro-chan and i were really lovers. but we're not actually. then hiro-chan looked at me with a smile on his face. i, with curiosity, asked him why. then he asked me with his serious face if he can court me. after hearing that, i was surprised. i know that he was really serious when he asked so i was really happy to hear it. and i said yes. then he hugged me so tight with happiness. as if i was in a fairy tale. i can imagine that, like in the movie or drama "princess hours". it's korean actually. lol. i blushed a bit which he didn't noticed.
that day, nothing happened much. so, day 3 of my vacation. i told my close friends and to hiro-chan that tomorrow is my flight going back to beijing, china. my close friends especially yumiko was really sad when she heared about it. then my close friends hugged me with their teary eyes. that time, i wasn't expecting hiro-chan to follow me to beijing, china. but i didn't know that tomorrow is his flight going back to china, also. i didn't know what to say but deep inside, i am so happy! at least we can see each other in china. wow! ♥
my friends, hiro-chan, and i ate at the restaurant and drank some wine. we took so many pictures. hiro-chan and i had many pictures together. i love the way he smile. and his eyes have sparkle. i adored him more. 10 pm already so we went home. exact 6 o'clock in the morning when i woke up. hiro prepared breakfast for me again. we ate together. today is my flight going back to beijing, china. i should be in the airport by 7:15 am. after eating, i went to the bathroom and took a bath fast. it was already 6:30 am. arr, i don't want to be late on my flight. hiro-chan's flight is 7:20 am. my friends helped me fix all of my things. hiro-chan has fixed his back pack already. then, we headed to the airport. now it's time to say goodbye to my close friends. arr, i don't want to leave them. :'(
i hugged my friends and kissed them a goodbye but then i said that we'll see each other again. hehes. so hiro-chan and i went to the luggage counter. whatever they call it. lol. arr, the airplane is already there. hiro-chan held my hand so we can be together. i told the stewardes if hiro can seat beside me and she agreed. goodbye bangkok, thailand. i don't know when i'll be coming back there, but i'm sure i will. it's a 7 hour flight going back to beijing, china. so hiro and i slept. it's 2:13 pm already and we have arrived in beijing, china!! then hiro and i woke up. i was really happy when we arrived at the airport. i missed beijing, china alot! i missed my school, my friends, family, work, and even my gorgeous mystery man. ♥
nothing happened much when hiro-chan and i arrived back in china. i got an effort in blogging this. hihis. i sure miss my close friends in bangkok, thailand. but i'm glad i met hiro-chan! ♥
there is always a new day that begins and happens. i don't know what that may be, but i know something. whenever rain has come or storm is happening at the moment, always remember that someone out there will always be out there looking for eu and will always love looking and starinq at eu outside yar window. :)
i know that because i have experienced that already. it was november 2, '09 that day. i was staying in beijing, china. i just arrived from work and it was a very rainy day. so, i removed my coat and placed my umbrella on the corner and turned on the heater. it was very, very cold that day because of the rain. i love rain especially when i'm tired from work. when i see rain, i feel comfortable all the time. i wish everyday's a rainy day so i'll just feel comfortable the whole time. but it's really impossible.
the rain that day was not that strong. just a normal rainy day but kinda fun too. then, i prepared a hot coffee to warm me and i sat on my favorite couch in the living room. while i was drinking my coffee, i stared at the window watching the rain pour. but i thought watchinq the rain without music played on is too boring so, i stood up and turned on the radio and switched it with a very romantic music then i sat on the couch and drank my coffee. then again, i stared at my window watching the pouring rain. that moment made me felt like i was in a beautiful paradise.
while watching the pouring rain, i noticed that a good looking guy was staring at me on the window which i didn't know who he was. he was standing beside the street, wearing his transparent rain coat and holding his blue umbrella. he seemed happy and smiling while staring at me. though i didn't know who he was, i smiled at him also. i wanted to invite him on my house for coffee so i stood up again but he seemed to know what i was about to do. he looked at me again and told me through his mind that he is fine. i understood that. so, i sat again and drank my coffee and started to stare at him with a sweet smile on my face. i really wanted to know and meet him but after the rain stopped, he rode to his car and went off. i, then, waved my hand a goodbye to him and smiled. he did the same, too. so that's why i loved rain even more. after i finished drinking my coffee, i switched off the lights in the living room, turned off the radio and went to the bathroom.
after brushing my teeth, i went to my room and changed my clothes. i switched off the liqhts and turned on the lamp shade and set it with a very soft liqht. i layed in my kinq-sized bed and kept thinking of that guy outside my house. but whoever he was, sure i'm glad i've seen him. ♥ the next day, it rained again and that guy which i saw yesterday was there again. staring at me and smiled. wish i can see him everyday even though it's not raining. i sure will miss him even though i still don't know anything about him. for me, he's like my mystery man. my gorgeous mystery man. ♥
i think that's all fer now. thanks for reading my blog o? :D i'll be blogging again. hehes. :D sorry if my english is not that good. lol ^^
